Just a little bit of love...

Just a little bit of love tonight...
Just a little bit of touching tonight...
Just a little bit of caring tonight...
Just a little bit of sharing tonight...
Just a little bit of love tonight...
And just a bit of love tonight...

My unicorn world today! My fairy world!!

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I can't change!

You are who you are...

I can't change you...

I don't want to change you...

I am who I am...

I don't change myself...

I don't want to change myself...

But I am changing for me and me only...
It's a lonely ride on the long road home...
But it's been nice to have you there whenever you can for comfort and support...
And that's my thank to you for all you did for me...

Unspoken

You never know...
You would never know....
I can't tell what was wrong...
I couldn't tell what went wrong...
Tears were the only way to release what has been hurt in my heart...
Better me than you...
And yes... better me than you...

I wish

I wish you are not the only one...
I wish you are not the center of my life...
I wish you are not the light of my life...
I wish I don't miss your embrace...
I wish  I don't miss your smile...
I wish I don't miss your face...
I wish I don't miss your silliness...
I wish I don't miss your smell...
I wish I don't need your attention...
I wish you really know what I want...
Not what you think I want...

A ride

I have always wondered what it would feel like to sit behind you on your bike...
First feeling came to mind...Thrilled...A little worried...
But the wind came and washed all the worrying feeling away...
I loved feeling the wind touching my skin...
I loved feeling the rain touching my skin...
I loved feeling the sun touching my skin...
I loved seeing the green on the road...
Probably this is the only thing you reminded me of the past...
It's been more than 21 years since I was last on a motorcycle ride...
It felt like a teenager all over again...
Feeling being young again...
Feeling being wild again...
Feeling taken risks again...

That lost feeling

I thought I found what I have looked for for a long time...
I thought I found what I could keep for a long time...
I have chased this dream for a long time...
I thought this dream has finally come true...
I feel that lost feeling again...
Why would you choose to keep holding on to one that you hold dearly and love so much but makes your heart heavy while you have so many options to choose from?
Are we at the end of the road already?
Staying or walking away....
Closing off your connection with me means you are letting me go...
Hope you find your dreams...

It's not the same anymore

I am reaching out to you...
I can't seem to reach you...
I can't seem to touch you...
I can't seem to connect to you...

It's just not the same anymore...

We are closing off from each other...

I know there are changes...

But I just can't seem to figure them out...

I am closing off to you ...
Because I can't tell you what I am thinking...
Because I feel I am in one way relationship...

It's just not the same anymore...
It's just not the same anymore...

Promises

Promises sometimes never meant to be kept.
Promises sometimes only meant to say in the moment of passion.
Promises sometimes meant to be broken.
Promise not to make me cry.
Promise not to push me away.
Promise not to make me choose.
Promise not to hurt me.
Promise to be with me.
Promise to be there for me.
Promise to hold me tight when I need you.
Promise to include me into your world.
Promises and promises and all promises to keep or all promises  to break...

Torn

I am so torn...
I am so lost...
I am so hurt...
I am so alone...
I shouldn't feel this way...
I don't deserve to feel this way...

Distance is in between the hearts...

Distance is not that far...
Distance is in the heart...
Distance is in the air...
Distance is in time...
Why do I do this...
Putting distance between time...
Putting distance between places...
Putting distance between hearts...
Putting distance between souls...
Putting distance between me and the world...
Putting distance between everything in between...