Give it time....

Give it time....
Give yourself time...
Don't rush it...
If you do, you will regret..

I am giving it time...
I am giving myself time...
I am giving myself time to be alone...
I need to be alone...

For the first time, I have ever really given myself the time...
To let things really sink in...
To let myself feel the loss...
To let myself un-numb the pain...
To let myself mourn for the loss...
To let myself start to heal...

There is no what-if but just what-now...
Feel it and let it go...

Can I handle it???
I don't know...
I don't know...
I don't know...

Only time will tell...
Only time will tell...
Only time will tell...

Don't know if...

Don't know if I would be able to do it for anyone else...
Don't know if I would be able to look at it for anyone else...
Don't know if I would be able to touch it for anyone else...
Don't know if I would be able to respond to it the same way I did for you...

Close my eyes and all I see is you...
Close my eyes and all I feel is you...
Close my eyes and all I want is you...
Close my eyes and all I wish is you...

Time will fly by...
Time will heal everything, won't it??
Time will have the answer for everything, won't it?
Would it be a long time or a short time?

One never knows...
One never knows...
Unless one plans it to be the end...

How long will it take you to not see me the way you used to see you...?
Only a few weeks...Only a few weeks...Only a few weeks...

Un-numb my heart to feel to be able to let go...
Un-numb my heart to let go...
Un-numb my heart to feel me again...

Goodbye sweet love of the Summer

Nothing hurts more than seeing the one you loves looks at you like you mean nothing to him...
Nothing hurts more than pretending everything is fine while your heart is broken in many pieces....trying to get over the lost of your sweet love of the Summer.

Want

"I don't want a normal relationship. I want something f*cked up and passionate that completely destroys us both. I want us to be the only people that are able to handle each other. I want to feel out of control, and yet safe in my insanity." - Bob Marley

Me and You

I have given me my time...
I have given me my love...
I have given me my freedom...
I have given me time to heal...
I have given me time to love...
I have given me time to forget...
I have given me time to let go...
I have given me time to move on...

I have asked many questions...
And the answers were all the same...
It's just time...
It's definitely us and not me nor you but both...

If it was the past, I would have lingered on you...
If it was the past, I would fight for your love...
If it was the past, I would fight for your time...
If it was the past, I would fight to have your attention...

I have been with you when you were up...
I have been with you when you were pretty down low...
I have been there with you through your tough time...
I watched you changed as you dealt with your past, your present and your future...
I saw through you....I knew in my heart and could tell how you would be when you were through with your tough time in time...
I knew how things would end up for our time together...
It was just not what I wanted yet... but I expected it would come when you were ready again...