21 days...

Day 1 I am the fire Raven 

Day 2 you are my fire 

Day 3 the one who fuels my fire

Day 4 you are my flame

Day 5 the one who fuels my desire 

Day 6 you are my air

Day 7 the one who breathes my passion

Day 8 you are my wind

Day 9 the one who flows my  heart

Day 10 you are my earth

Day 11 the one who holds my soul

Day 12 you are my water

Day 13 the one who nurtures my body

Body, Soul and Mind intertwine

Ever feel like you miss that one person for no reason ?

Missing not one but two people at the same is not good especially the same song reminding you of both of them.

Missing one because my heart belongs to that person.

Missing one because his presence always makes me happy even though I only knew him in a short period of time. Yet he believed in me and gave me the power to conquer my fear! He left without saying goodbye in person but a gesture that he thought of me but we can't be where we both can't meet.

Just wish I could get the song out of my head!

Confused

I have never been so much confused in my life...
My heart loves someone else...
My mind yearns for someone else...
But my body wants them both...
I miss them both...
They both could make my head spin in their own way...
One has been giving me so much grief yet so much joy at the same time...
Why would I still love and want someone who's already let me go...?
I have always been his back-up plan...
One has always been giving me so much passion but never felt enough...
Why do I feel so wrong to want them both???

Feeling loved

In his own way, he has never said he loves me...
In his own way, he has never made me feel bad...
In his own way, he has never made me feel unwanted...
In his own way, he has always made sure to communicate with me every day...
In his own way, he has always made me feel satisfied...
In his own way, he has always been happy making my head spin with his wicked ways...

Loneliness

I thought I was where I wanted to be!
But I just realized I were not where I wanted to be!
Loneliness is not what I want to feel
Coldness is not what I want to feel
I want to be home
Home is where my heart is
I am not home