Soul searching

Dear my beloved soul!
I love you baby!
But I don't know what has gone wrong!
Now I am searching for you again!

All I want was to be free yet captured yet wild yet calm yet yet yet...
Maybe nature will help find you again...

You are my baby...
You are my dream...
You are my breath...
You are my heart...
You are my life...

Sinking ship

Worthless...
Unworthy...
Self center...
No self respect...
No self worth...
Bullying...
Harassing...

Soaking it all in...
Soaking it all in...
Soaking it all in...
Feeling it all in ...
Feeling it all in...
Feeling it all in...
Drowning it all in...
Drowning it all in...
Drowning it all in...
Sucking it all in...
Sucking it all in...
Sucking it all in...

Worthless

He said I am worthless...
He said I do not have self worth...
He said I do not have self respect...
He said I do not know where I stand...
He said I do not know the boundaries...
He said I grow the fuck up...
He said I should move the hell on...