I don't know!

Am I doing alright????

Some good days and some bad days...

I am wondering if it's worth going anymore ...

I don't feel like going anymore... 

The part I hate the part I love ...

I am still wondering about the past and how it will affect my future. But the past has less weigh in how I feel lately. I guess it worked...

I don't feel drowning in the past as much as I used to.

I feel drowning in the present... 

I feel drowning when the past and the present collide.

I feel drowning when I thought about the day we had a long chat.

I know it was a good chat for me to know where I stood in your world.

Your world is where you like to rule... When and where and how things should be regardless what I like them to be... I don't have control in your world. 

Why did you take away some of the things I liked in your world...???

It's getting colder and colder...

I don't like it when it's getting colder...

It makes things about to die...

I don't know and I don't really know...how long I will survive in this cold period...

Bring back some sunshine to your world...

Let have what we used to have...

And why not???

Define your world...

I am still confused...

I still don't understand...

It's just not the normal world...

Am I doing alright????

I don't know...

I don't really know...