Get over it

Day by day look back to the past then look ahead to the future...
Day by day I see myself slowly and slowly turn away from the past...
Day by day I see myself slowly and slowly accept the present...
Day by day I see myself slowly and slowly look forward to the future...
The unknown future...
The unknown goal...
The unknown of the unknown...
I am torn between what is happening now in the present and what will probably happen in the near future...
I am not sure I am doing the right thing...
I am not sure I am doing it for me for someone else...
I am not sure if I will survive another fallout...
Part of me screaming to stop...
Part of me keeping going the way things are going...
Part of me just stalling in one place...
Emotionally exhausted...
Emotionally tired...
Emotionally drained...
I want time to freeze for a moment...
Just a little moment for me to breath...
Just a little moment for me to feel...
Just a little moment for me to call out the love of my life...
So close but so far...
Step...Step...Step...
I am walking away from the love of my life...
I am walking away from my passion...
I am walking away from my pleasure...
I am walking away from my love...
Head held high...
But the heart felt heavy...
But it is what it will be...
No regret...
Part of me has already gone...
I am no longer belonging to you...