Does it have to be this way?

I am getting used to it...
I am getting used to it...
I am getting used to it...
But does it mean I like it???
No I don't like it...
I am just getting used to it... to pass the time...
I am just getting used to it... to let you have control...
I am just getting used to it... to let my power slip...
I am just getting used to it... to let my heart numb...
I am just getting used to it... to let everything go...
But I know I should not let it be this way...
This is where the past and the present collides...