Until next time

I counted the days...
I counted the hours...
I counted the minutes...
I counted the seconds...
Until the time we would meet again...
Until the time I might see the sight of you...
My heart used to jump with joy whenever I saw the sight of you...
Now it just felt like someone just squeezed my heart out with the pain of knowing that it was not me you wanted to see... or it was not the time for you to pay attention to me...
But yet I am looking forward to every time to see you...
Yes...until next time...silence fills in the space between us...
Yes...until next time...I am missing you...
Yes...until next time...I am thinking of you...