Alcohol in relationship

The sober you are the better you are in relationship.
Correct me if I am wrong but that is what I see.
People argued when they were drunk.
People broke up when they were drunk.
People hurt each other when they were drunk.
People said things they didn't really mean when they were drunk.

My experience with it?
Sometimes I wonder if a girlfriend is not as a good companion for someone who likes to drink to hang out ... Drinking buddy sometimes get picked over a girlfriend.

Set me free!

You were afraid to say you love me...
You were afraid to say you miss me...
You were afraid to say you want me...
You were afraid to say stay with me...
BUT You were NOT afraid to set me free...

Nick Jonas - Nothing Would Be Better (Audio)

When I am with you

When I am with you nothing else matters.
When I am with you nothing else really matters.
When I am with you nothing else really exists.
When I am with you my heart is full.
When I am with you I am who I am.
When I am with you I love who I am.
When I am with you I can say I love you.

I am not with you.
I don't know when I will be able to really say I love you to another one like you again.

Saving me from self-destructive

Keeping me grounded...
Keeping me sane...
Keeping me breathing...
Keeping me feeling...
Keeping me from getting lost...
Keeping me being who I am...
"When I am with you..."
Saving me from going to a self-destructive path...

"The heart really wants what it wants."

"The heart really wants what it wants."

You don't know who you end up with...

You don't know when your heart falls for someone...

Unfortunately, sometimes we fall for the wrong person...

People's advice doesn't help at all...

Sometimes it takes a while to realize it. 

Sometimes it took a big mistake that almost destroyed you to realize it.

Still You have to be the one to break through it...

You have to be the one to just have to figure it out for yourself.

Abusive love

My heart is aching for you and those who experienced violent abusive acts.
How can I protect you from being hurt over and over again because of an abusive love...?
Even if you know you are in an abusive relationship love can be so blind that you can't take yourself away from it...
One thing I have learned is that love is always with you... you will always find love again...but there are times love can blind you so much that your heart would suffer.

It takes a lot of strengths to walk away from the dangerous abusive relationship...

One split second could change your life forever... You walk on the very thin line between life and death when you are in the violent abusive relationship.

Value your life more than the love you give to the person who doesn't deserve your love and your devotion.

I wish I could protect you but I can't because I couldn't even protect myself.

Love and romance...

Love and romance...
A little caress ... a little kiss... a little whisper...
I do miss it but I think I am loving myself more this time around...
I can't be with anyone right now...
My heart is closing the latest chapter with my savior...
It may take just a little time... or little more time...
I am doing alright...
I can face my savior without feeling hurt...
I can face my savior without feeling rejected...
I can face my savior without feeling unwanted...
I can face my savior without feeling needed....
I can face my savior without feeling longing...
I can face my savior without feeling yearning...
I am doing alright...
All I need is to stop rewinding what had happened in the past...
I will be really alright...

Romance and templation

I always love romance...
Sunday was the first time I had seen the temptation displayed between two unavailable people.
Now I understand why people want open relationships while they are very much in love or already in a committed relationship.
A little caring, a little touching, a little whisper...then came the little kiss...

The union of hearts

There is a connection of love that defies explanation.
Each and every situation has an opportunity to grow and find love.
Find out what is important to the people you love and act on it.

Appreciate the union of hearts and demonstrate love...

Second day without my savior

I am doing alright without my savior...
I had a good night sleep without my savior...
I didn't crave for my savior...
I didn't yearn for my savior's touch...
I didn't yearn for my savior's embrace...
I didn't yearn for anything about my savior...
It's a new light...
It's a new beginning...
It's also an end...

First day without my savior

Finally, I am going to live my life without my savior...
He has been there for me through the worst of time...
He has been there for me through the best of time...
He has been there for me between the times...
He left for me to figure things out...
He left for me to find my own happiness...
He left for me to stand on my own two feet...
He left for me to find my own sun...
He left for me to find my own path...

No more under your halo...
I am walking on this road alone...
Scared?
Afraid?
Lonely?

I am doing alright...
Never understand you and your motives and your actions...
Never will understand you and your motives and your actions...

Heavy thought...lighted heart...

Just missing the voice in my heart today...
Is it so wrong if I miss ...?
Just feeling the missing part of my heart...
But not longing for what I usually wanted...
Just the feeling of the warm embrace for comfort...
Really...Nothing else matters...

Love and respect

Only the ones who appreciate you will respect you...
Only the ones who respect you will stay with you...
No matter how old and how wise you are if you treat others the way you want to be treated you will receive the same treatment...
What comes around goes around...

Until that moment came

Until that moment came, I have never seen witnessed love's been washed away just right in front of my eyes...
Until that moment came, I have never realized how fragile love was...
Until that moment came, I have never realized how important I was...
Until that moment came, I have never realized how true you were to your words...
Until that moment came, I have never realized how wrong I was...
Until that moment came, I have never realized how little I was in life...
Until that moment came, I have never realized how much I wanted love to stay...
Until that moment came, I have never realized how much I wanted love to leave...
Until that moment came, I have never realized how much I wanted to believe in love...
Until that moment came, I have never realized how much I wanted to hold on in love...
Until that moment came, I have never realized how much I wanted to let go of love...
Until that moment came, I just realized I was just another girl... just another girl...coming into your life then leaving...
Until that moment came, I have never realized how easy it was to replace ...
Until that moment came, I have never realized I could stop yearning for you...
Until that moment came, I have never realized I could stop wanting you...

Get over it

Day by day look back to the past then look ahead to the future...
Day by day I see myself slowly and slowly turn away from the past...
Day by day I see myself slowly and slowly accept the present...
Day by day I see myself slowly and slowly look forward to the future...
The unknown future...
The unknown goal...
The unknown of the unknown...
I am torn between what is happening now in the present and what will probably happen in the near future...
I am not sure I am doing the right thing...
I am not sure I am doing it for me for someone else...
I am not sure if I will survive another fallout...
Part of me screaming to stop...
Part of me keeping going the way things are going...
Part of me just stalling in one place...
Emotionally exhausted...
Emotionally tired...
Emotionally drained...
I want time to freeze for a moment...
Just a little moment for me to breath...
Just a little moment for me to feel...
Just a little moment for me to call out the love of my life...
So close but so far...
Step...Step...Step...
I am walking away from the love of my life...
I am walking away from my passion...
I am walking away from my pleasure...
I am walking away from my love...
Head held high...
But the heart felt heavy...
But it is what it will be...
No regret...
Part of me has already gone...
I am no longer belonging to you...

Leaving behind...

Resentment has finally come...
Resentment has finally presented...
Resentment has finally played a part in the relationship...
Resentment has finally helped lifting my broken and torn heart...
Resentment has finally helped me to detach myself from what I am holding on...
A slightest memory of you...
A slightest scent of you...

I would trade anything to see you...
I would trade anything to be with you...
I would trade anything to feel you...
I would trade anything to have everything to do with you...
I would have given everything to give you all you wish for...

But I can't anymore...
One truth and one statement can have a great impact on someone...

I love you to the Moon and back...
And I will always love you...
But...

I am leaving behind the bad memories of you...
I am leaving behind the wonderful memories of you...
I am leaving behind everything I wanted from you...
I am leaving behind the past of our relationship...

Still torn...

Under your halo, I didn't need the Sun...
Under your halo, I didn't need the Moon...
Under your halo, I didn't need the Stars...
Under your halo, I didn't need anything...

Under your halo, I felt safe...
Under your halo, I felt warm...
Under your halo, I felt passion..
Under your halo, I felt love...

Leaving your halo, I felt uncertainty...
Leaving your halo, I felt afraid...
Leaving your halo, I felt lonely...(in my heart)
Leaving your halo, I felt unprotected...

Give it time....

Give it time....
Give yourself time...
Don't rush it...
If you do, you will regret..

I am giving it time...
I am giving myself time...
I am giving myself time to be alone...
I need to be alone...

For the first time, I have ever really given myself the time...
To let things really sink in...
To let myself feel the loss...
To let myself un-numb the pain...
To let myself mourn for the loss...
To let myself start to heal...

There is no what-if but just what-now...
Feel it and let it go...

Can I handle it???
I don't know...
I don't know...
I don't know...

Only time will tell...
Only time will tell...
Only time will tell...

Don't know if...

Don't know if I would be able to do it for anyone else...
Don't know if I would be able to look at it for anyone else...
Don't know if I would be able to touch it for anyone else...
Don't know if I would be able to respond to it the same way I did for you...

Close my eyes and all I see is you...
Close my eyes and all I feel is you...
Close my eyes and all I want is you...
Close my eyes and all I wish is you...

Time will fly by...
Time will heal everything, won't it??
Time will have the answer for everything, won't it?
Would it be a long time or a short time?

One never knows...
One never knows...
Unless one plans it to be the end...

How long will it take you to not see me the way you used to see you...?
Only a few weeks...Only a few weeks...Only a few weeks...

Un-numb my heart to feel to be able to let go...
Un-numb my heart to let go...
Un-numb my heart to feel me again...

Goodbye sweet love of the Summer

Nothing hurts more than seeing the one you loves looks at you like you mean nothing to him...
Nothing hurts more than pretending everything is fine while your heart is broken in many pieces....trying to get over the lost of your sweet love of the Summer.

Want

"I don't want a normal relationship. I want something f*cked up and passionate that completely destroys us both. I want us to be the only people that are able to handle each other. I want to feel out of control, and yet safe in my insanity." - Bob Marley

Me and You

I have given me my time...
I have given me my love...
I have given me my freedom...
I have given me time to heal...
I have given me time to love...
I have given me time to forget...
I have given me time to let go...
I have given me time to move on...

I have asked many questions...
And the answers were all the same...
It's just time...
It's definitely us and not me nor you but both...

If it was the past, I would have lingered on you...
If it was the past, I would fight for your love...
If it was the past, I would fight for your time...
If it was the past, I would fight to have your attention...

I have been with you when you were up...
I have been with you when you were pretty down low...
I have been there with you through your tough time...
I watched you changed as you dealt with your past, your present and your future...
I saw through you....I knew in my heart and could tell how you would be when you were through with your tough time in time...
I knew how things would end up for our time together...
It was just not what I wanted yet... but I expected it would come when you were ready again...

Lost

There will be no next time...
There will not be until next time...
The path you have chosen for us...
There will be no next time...
There will always be the last time...
There will always be the last hug...
There will always be the last embrace...
There will always be the last touch...
There will always be the last suck...
I took you in...
I inhaled your smell...
I wanted it to last...
I wanted it to imprint in my heart, my soul, my body, and my mind...
With my broken heart...
With my whole love I had for you...
With everything I had for you...
Every stroke you gave me...
Was every invisible tear I dropped...
Every stroke you gave me..
Was every memory I wanted to remember...
Every stroke you gave me...
Was every breath I took in your body...

There will never be the last kiss...
Love me...
Let me go...

Withdrawn

I can't feel anything but miss you...
I miss you...
I miss your smile...
I miss your talk...
I miss your touch...
I miss your kiss...
I miss your hug...
I miss your embrace...
I miss your rub...
I miss your cuddling...
I miss everything about you...

I know why you did what you did...
I know it's hard to accept...
But I know deep in my heart you love me too much to let me be unhappy...
I know deep in your heart you let me go so I can grow to love another...
to find another who can provide me what I am looking for...
I know deep in your heart you only want me to be happy...

It's still hard to be away...
It's still hard to be distant...
It's still hard to be a stranger...
It's still hard to accept we would never be close again...
It's still hard to accept in my heart I agree with you...
That you would never give  me what I need...

Oh! my sweet love...
Love you too much it's hard to let go...
I am not ready to let go...
But I know you have given the time that I asked...

Silence

Love slowly goes away...
The pain stays...longer and longer...
Each day gets harder and harder to get by...
Each breath gets harder and harder to swallow...
I can't make love stay...once the mind already made up...
They say...if you love more than yourself you let love go...
I love too much to make love stay and be unhappy...

Silence...
Deadly silence...
Forever the silence stays...
I wish I can change but I can't...
The silence remains...
Forever the silence stays...

Run Away!

I know I would be a coward for running away...
I know I would be a liar for running away...
I know I would be considered weak for running away...

I just don't know how to deal with the pain...
I just don't know how to deal with the separation...
I just don't know how to keep the promise without breaking my heart...

I just know out of sight out of mind would help me heal my broken heart...
I just know out of sight out of mind would help me forget about you...
I just know out of sight out of mind would help me to move on...

Walking away is the hardest thing I would ever do...
Walking away is the only way I would survive the love's loss...
Walking away is the only way I would reserve what I have left in my heart for you...

You don't need me anymore...
So many want you just as much as I wanted you...
And you want them too...
You don't need me anymore...
You don't have to be mad or angry with me anymore...
It's the sign that I have done my part in your life...
You don't need me anymore...
Now I have to move on...to leave you...

Goodbye my greatest sweet love...
Have a good life without me...
Have a great love without me...
Have whatever you want without me...

Flame!

When the flame goes out, let it go...
When the flame turns cold, let it go...
Learn to let things go emotionally...
Learn to let things go physically...
Learn to let things go spiritually...

I don't know!

Am I doing alright????

Some good days and some bad days...

I am wondering if it's worth going anymore ...

I don't feel like going anymore... 

The part I hate the part I love ...

I am still wondering about the past and how it will affect my future. But the past has less weigh in how I feel lately. I guess it worked...

I don't feel drowning in the past as much as I used to.

I feel drowning in the present... 

I feel drowning when the past and the present collide.

I feel drowning when I thought about the day we had a long chat.

I know it was a good chat for me to know where I stood in your world.

Your world is where you like to rule... When and where and how things should be regardless what I like them to be... I don't have control in your world. 

Why did you take away some of the things I liked in your world...???

It's getting colder and colder...

I don't like it when it's getting colder...

It makes things about to die...

I don't know and I don't really know...how long I will survive in this cold period...

Bring back some sunshine to your world...

Let have what we used to have...

And why not???

Define your world...

I am still confused...

I still don't understand...

It's just not the normal world...

Am I doing alright????

I don't know...

I don't really know...

The rider's signal

The sun is out...
The weather is dry...
Gearing up...
The rider and his bike hit the road...
Hand raised...
Head nodded...
The rider's signals...
Some responded...
Some ignored...
I always wonder...
What do those signals mean...?

I am only human...

I am only human.

When I feel I feel with all my heart and soul.

When I don't feel I don't feel anything at all.

Your choice whether or not to accept who I am and how I feel is all up to you.

I can't control how you feel anything about me... like to be with me, to spend time with me, to have a conversation with me, to share your feeling with me or to share your thoughts with me.

I don't make you and I never will make you.

Confused

I am really confused...

And I have been really confused lately.

Not sure what to do really.

Not sure where I stand.

Not sure how I feel.

Not sure about a lot of things.

A lot on my mind lately too.

All about life, relationship and friendship.

Where do I go from here???

Rainy day!!!

It's a rainy day...
It's cooling down the heat...
It's making me longing for a cozy time...
It's making me yearning for a snuggling time...

Feeling Alive!!!

Flying high...
Flying kites...
Flying butterfly...
Through the clouds...
Through the wind...
Through all the troubles...

Flying low...
Flying high...
Flying through all the troubles...
Feeling Alive...

Flying... flying... flying...
Emerging little pretty rave girl...

Thinking of you!

I think of you when I am happy...
I think of you when I am sad...
I think of you when I am excited...
I think of you when I am confused...
I think of you when I am lost...
I think of you when I am lonely...

I think of you whenever I see things reminding me of you...
I think of you whenever I hear things reminding me of you...
I think of you whenever I feel things reminding me of you...
I think of you whenever I taste things reminding me of you...
I think of you whenever I smell things reminding me of you...

Drifting

Drifting...drifting...drifting...
Distant...distant...distant...
Isolating...isolating...isolating...
Alone...alone...alone...
Closing...closing...closing...
Holding...holding...holding...
onto just a thin thread of connection...
between tears...
between time...
between space...
between two hearts...
Rescue me from the lonely darkness...

Lonesome

Lonesome lonesome...
Trouble heart...
Lonesome lonesome...
Scattered heart...
Lonesome lonesome...
Torn heart...
Lonesome lonesome...
Broken heart...
Lonesome lonesome...
Lonely heart...
Lonesome lonesome...

Gone

When you have your heart fulfilled, you don't need another.
Understanding what is to expect makes a whole lot different in how you feel...
Understanding what you would get out of it makes it a bit easy for you to breath but hard to cope when your heart has already been given away.
When you put everything into your heart for someone, it's hard to tear yourself away so suddenly.
Slowly and slowly numb your heart and let love go.
You don't need my love...
I have to let my love for you slip away...
We are drifting apart...
What I want is not the same as what you want...
Letting go of something that is so special and has never been felt before in my life is the hardest thing I have to do...

Time and space intertwine...Heart and soul intertwine...

I need time to be distant...
I need time to be alone...
I need time to be away...
I need time to be separated from you...

I need time to adjust the distance you put us through...
I need time to adjust the silence you put in between us...

I need time to create the space in between us...
I need time to stop thinking about you...
I need time to stop yearning for you...
I need time to respect myself...
I need time to be me without you...

I need time for my heart to be distant...
I need time for my heart to let love go...
I need time for my heart to feel nothing...
I need time for the void to fill my heart...
I need time for the memories to fade away...

Time and space intertwine...
Heart and soul intertwine...

Until next time

I counted the days...
I counted the hours...
I counted the minutes...
I counted the seconds...
Until the time we would meet again...
Until the time I might see the sight of you...
My heart used to jump with joy whenever I saw the sight of you...
Now it just felt like someone just squeezed my heart out with the pain of knowing that it was not me you wanted to see... or it was not the time for you to pay attention to me...
But yet I am looking forward to every time to see you...
Yes...until next time...silence fills in the space between us...
Yes...until next time...I am missing you...
Yes...until next time...I am thinking of you...

The bliss of passion

You make me hot...
You make me light...
You make me high...
You make me wild...

I love the way you move...
I love the rhythm of your move...
I love the rhythm of your body heat...
I love the rhythm of your body sweat...
I love the rhythm of your heart beat...

Apart

Who says "you can't go wrong when you follow your heart"?
Everything seems to go wrong when we are apart...
It would be harder for me to cope when we really fall apart...

I have met no one like you...

No one has touched my life like you have...
No one has touched my heart like you have...
No one has brought out the best and wildest side of me like you have...
No one has touched me like you have... 
No one has held me like you have...
No one has kissed me like you have...
No one has matched me with my passion like you have...
No one has understood me like you have...
No one has made me happy like you have...
No one has made me sad like you have...
No one has loved me like you have...

I love you... and always love you even when we really fall apart...
I love you... and always love you even when you don't understand me...
I love you... and always love you even when you want to be apart...
I love you... and always love you even when you want to be distant...
I love you... and always love you even when you are mad at me...
I love you... and always love you specially when we are together...
I love you... and always love you specially when you understand me...
I love you... and always love you specially when you let me know you want me...
I love you... and always love you specially when you let me know you miss me...
I love you... and always love you specially when we are close together...

I would miss your love when we really fall apart...
I would miss your touch when we really fall apart...
I would miss your smell when we really fall apart...
I would miss your passion when we really fall apart...
I would miss your kiss when we really fall apart...
I would miss your embrace when we really fall apart...
I would miss you face when we really fall apart...
I would miss your eyes when we really fall apart...

I couldn't never describe enough how I really feel about you...
I couldn't never describe enough how much I love you...
I couldn't never explain why I love you the way I love you...
You do take me for who I am...
You do take me with the best of me...
You do take me even when you know who I am...
You do take me even when you know the worst of me...

I know the day will come and it will come ...
I hope it won't be too hard for me as I imagine it right now...
But it belongs in the future...
I am living in the present...
I am forgetting the past...
I am not worrying too much about the unknown future...

I know I love you so much it hurts...when we are distant...
I know I love you so much it hurts...when silence fills the space in between us...
I know I love you so much it hurts....when we are apart...

Does it have to be this way?

I am getting used to it...
I am getting used to it...
I am getting used to it...
But does it mean I like it???
No I don't like it...
I am just getting used to it... to pass the time...
I am just getting used to it... to let you have control...
I am just getting used to it... to let my power slip...
I am just getting used to it... to let my heart numb...
I am just getting used to it... to let everything go...
But I know I should not let it be this way...
This is where the past and the present collides...

Just a little bit of love...

Just a little bit of love tonight...
Just a little bit of touching tonight...
Just a little bit of caring tonight...
Just a little bit of sharing tonight...
Just a little bit of love tonight...
And just a bit of love tonight...

My unicorn world today! My fairy world!!

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I can't change!

You are who you are...

I can't change you...

I don't want to change you...

I am who I am...

I don't change myself...

I don't want to change myself...

But I am changing for me and me only...
It's a lonely ride on the long road home...
But it's been nice to have you there whenever you can for comfort and support...
And that's my thank to you for all you did for me...

Unspoken

You never know...
You would never know....
I can't tell what was wrong...
I couldn't tell what went wrong...
Tears were the only way to release what has been hurt in my heart...
Better me than you...
And yes... better me than you...

I wish

I wish you are not the only one...
I wish you are not the center of my life...
I wish you are not the light of my life...
I wish I don't miss your embrace...
I wish  I don't miss your smile...
I wish I don't miss your face...
I wish I don't miss your silliness...
I wish I don't miss your smell...
I wish I don't need your attention...
I wish you really know what I want...
Not what you think I want...

A ride

I have always wondered what it would feel like to sit behind you on your bike...
First feeling came to mind...Thrilled...A little worried...
But the wind came and washed all the worrying feeling away...
I loved feeling the wind touching my skin...
I loved feeling the rain touching my skin...
I loved feeling the sun touching my skin...
I loved seeing the green on the road...
Probably this is the only thing you reminded me of the past...
It's been more than 21 years since I was last on a motorcycle ride...
It felt like a teenager all over again...
Feeling being young again...
Feeling being wild again...
Feeling taken risks again...

That lost feeling

I thought I found what I have looked for for a long time...
I thought I found what I could keep for a long time...
I have chased this dream for a long time...
I thought this dream has finally come true...
I feel that lost feeling again...
Why would you choose to keep holding on to one that you hold dearly and love so much but makes your heart heavy while you have so many options to choose from?
Are we at the end of the road already?
Staying or walking away....
Closing off your connection with me means you are letting me go...
Hope you find your dreams...

It's not the same anymore

I am reaching out to you...
I can't seem to reach you...
I can't seem to touch you...
I can't seem to connect to you...

It's just not the same anymore...

We are closing off from each other...

I know there are changes...

But I just can't seem to figure them out...

I am closing off to you ...
Because I can't tell you what I am thinking...
Because I feel I am in one way relationship...

It's just not the same anymore...
It's just not the same anymore...

Promises

Promises sometimes never meant to be kept.
Promises sometimes only meant to say in the moment of passion.
Promises sometimes meant to be broken.
Promise not to make me cry.
Promise not to push me away.
Promise not to make me choose.
Promise not to hurt me.
Promise to be with me.
Promise to be there for me.
Promise to hold me tight when I need you.
Promise to include me into your world.
Promises and promises and all promises to keep or all promises  to break...

Torn

I am so torn...
I am so lost...
I am so hurt...
I am so alone...
I shouldn't feel this way...
I don't deserve to feel this way...

Distance is in between the hearts...

Distance is not that far...
Distance is in the heart...
Distance is in the air...
Distance is in time...
Why do I do this...
Putting distance between time...
Putting distance between places...
Putting distance between hearts...
Putting distance between souls...
Putting distance between me and the world...
Putting distance between everything in between...

Shattered heart

My heart is hurting...
Hoping to find peace for my heart...
But it's hard to find the right path to go...
I am lost again...
In the tangled web of confusion and sorrow...
How would you feel happy but in despair...?

Let it go

Let it go...
Let it go...
Let it go...
Heart is still heavy...

Let it go...
Let it go...
Let it go...
Heart is still sad...

Let it go...
Let it go...
Let it go...
Heart is still shattered...

Let it go...
Let it go...
Let it go...
Heart is still longing...

Let it go...
Let it go...
Let it go...
Heart is still wondering...

Let it go...
Let it go...
Let it go...
Heart is still wandering...

Let it go...
Let it go...
Let it go...
Shatter me...
Pick me up...

Let it go...
Let it go...
Let it go...
And Everything will be alright...

Whispers of Love

Looking at your face while you were sleeping, I whispered "I love you more than anything you know... Stay while you are still my man..."

"I LOVE YOU" These are very important words you can say often and freely.

Love is patient and kind -- always! Since I've known you I learned to be patient...but not all the time...but I m getting there...

"You are stronger than you realize" You always told me this but I didn't believe it until I faced it... And you're right I am stronger than I realize... The power of self-worth and self-esteem is the key...

Loving words have the power to change someone's life including your own... I am loved by you and I do know it...I just have to remind myself that when I am not with you...